Marroquin Marginalia

One Writer's Sketchbook

Love Him!

Women: The women and the sex were important to Wilson because everything else in his life was often a mess. He had three children, each from a different marriage. He moved a lot, usually from one shabby rented place to another, and, thanks to the divorces and, later, the negligence about taxes, money was a serious problem right up to the end. He was a functioning alcoholic but an angry drunk (one cause of the problems in the early marriages). His figure was not prepossessing. He was five-six and, by early middle age, stout and habitually short of breath. Isaiah Berlin was startled to meet him, in 1946, when Wilson was fifty-one: a “thick-set, red-faced, pot-bellied figure not unlike President Hoover.” His voice was described by contemporaries as a shrill boom, and he was uneasy in a classroom and a dreadful public speaker (as he was aware). When it came to most physical activities, he was inept. He did not, for instance, know how to drive a car. But he was an ardent lover. Sex seems to have been one place where he felt natural and in control, a zone of wholeness in a world that, for him, was characterized mostly by tension, rupture, and decay. The other place he must have felt that way, of course, was his writing.

Proust: ….: “Proust is perhaps the last great historian of the loves, the society, the intelligence, the diplomacy, the literature and the art of the Heartbreak House of capitalist culture; and the little man with the sad appealing voice, the metaphysician’s mind, the Saracen’s beak, the ill-fitting dress-shirt and the great eyes that seem to see all about him like the many-faceted eyes of a fly, dominates the scene and plays host in the mansion where he is not long to be master.”

The Civil War:  …  “There is in most of us an unreconstructed Southerner who will not accept domination as well as a benevolent despot who wants to mold others for their own good.”

Doesn’t Give a Fuck: He was often brusque and aloof with people, but he spoke his mind, sometimes imprudently and frequently in print; and in his diaries he does not seem to have censored much. Unlike, say, Bellow, he gave no time or consideration to the project of crafting a personality. Kazin once teased Wilson about wearing a dress shirt when he went to the beach in Wellfleet, which is where he spent the parts of the year that he was not in Talcottville. “I have only one way of dressing,” Wilson said.

Writing: Why shouldn’t there be errors and omissions? Wilson was opinionated and arbitrary about the subjects he covered because he was a writer, not an expert. He was not obliged, as professors are, to pick out a single furrow and plow it for life. His whole career was devoted to the opposite principle: that an educated, intelligent person can take on any subject that seems interesting and important, and, by doing the homework and taking care with the exposition, make it interesting and important to other people. There is no point in comparing Wilson—either unfavorably, as Hyman did, or favorably, as people contemptuous of English professors sometimes do today—with academic critics. He operated in an entirely different environment. “To write what you are interested in writing and to succeed in getting editors to pay for it, is a feat that may require pretty close calculation and a good deal of ingenuity,” he once explained. “You have to learn to load solid matter into notices of ephemeral happenings; you have to develop a resourcefulness at pursuing a line of thought through pieces on miscellaneous and more or less fortuitous subjects; and you have to acquire a technique of slipping over on the routine of editors the deeper independent work which their over-anxious intentness on the fashions of the month or the week have conditioned them automatically to reject.” He wrote in a world where print was still king, and literature was at the center of a nation’s culture—circumstances that gave glamour to literary journalism. He sensed that that world was coming to an end before most people did, and he declined to compromise with the future. In the last week of his life, he was taken to see two movies, “The Godfather” and “The French Connection.” As always, he recorded his observations in his journal. “Bang bang” was all he wrote.

 (Source: Missionary: Edmund Wilson and American Culture. By: Louis Menand. The New Yorker. Aug. 8, 2005)

The View From an Oklahoma Basement

A bit of needed criticism to add to the compassionate outflow. Written by my friend Constance Squires.

“There’s a certain excitement to tornado season, until a storm like this touches down”

3 days ago

“The universe is shaped exactly like the earth if you go straight long enough you end up where you were… ” Isaac Brock. Via Blayze

Moore, Okla

Twenty miles south it hit again. Nothing to do but hear these reports for now. Heard from all Moore friends. All are fine but one lost a roof. Lot of work to do. #heartbroken

My Netflix Instant pick o the week...Lena Dunham!

I try to ignore most TV, but Lena’s show slipped through the cracks somehow. She has a real curiosity about her characters, the funniest is the way Hannah and Laird the ex addict downstairs interact in the show. Tiny Furniture I re watched and found Alex karpovsky winning me over against my will.

1 week ago
Willie Revisited. On Instagram I thought I’d let my legions of followers know that Willie Geist was on the show. I hash tagged TodayShow and NomoreLauer. Then I got a Like from TodayShow just a minute ago. Leaving a digital footprint. I wonder if it was a Willie loyalist staffer or if they didnt see the second hash tag.

Willie Revisited. On Instagram I thought I’d let my legions of followers know that Willie Geist was on the show. I hash tagged TodayShow and NomoreLauer. Then I got a Like from TodayShow just a minute ago. Leaving a digital footprint. I wonder if it was a Willie loyalist staffer or if they didnt see the second hash tag.

Silver Linings

Of all the pedigree movies last year David O Russell’s “The Silver Linings Playbook” was the first one I bought on DVD, albeit impulsively.

It gets better w each viewing. Watching DeNiros gambling enemy buddy Randy just linger in the background, up to no good but always in the house.

All the comedy or drama is done w raw acting powers. Jennifer Lawrence, though I haven’t met a bipolar ex sex addict quite w her appeal, her character has my sympathy immediately. She deserves the Oscar.

Bradley Cooper. Can only love when actors leave Hangover type movies. Another pretty boy actor I quite like is Chris Evans. He has a really physical and emotional performance in this movie Puncture, where he plays an addicted, crusading, genius lawyer.

Back to Silver Linings. It takes new world problems in an old Hollywood way. Not a lot of movies like it.

Friends of the Blue Door. Señor Grammy nominee feeling patriarchal at center.

Friends of the Blue Door. Señor Grammy nominee feeling patriarchal at center.

“Hi, I’m Billy”

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We don’t get dat many o dem movie stars round here

So when they do come we gotta go find em. Around a month ago William H. Macy, acting as director, and his crew came to OKC to film a movie about music and loss called Rudderless. It’s been two years since acting has become a part of my repertoire. This was the first time I’ve tried to use a visiting film crew to personalize that. In this case it has just meant answering casting calls for extras.

My Fall Films buddy Sean got the call yesterday and after their days’ work the after party was at Kamps. I tagged along though I didn’t extra today. The crew of extras literally follow the stars around town and exist on an outer orbit. Waiting to be noticed? Just to eavesdrop? Both.

In the case of Anton Yelchin (sp.) there wasn’t much to be observed. He sounds mighty proud of his web series and his knowledge of movies and music. While Billy Crudup like a good Midwestern boy hangs back and good naturedly contributes sparingly.

Talking with my new extra friends Sean got up and went to say hi to Billy Crudup (Jesus’s Son, pictured above) (Almost Famous, Inventing the Abbots). I stepped in and they were talking about the local sites. Billy introduced himself with a shit eating smile, “Hi, I’m Billy.” I complimented him on his work in Jesus’ son, one of my favorite books turned into a movie.

This brought a bunch of lively conversation, wherein at some point he used the word “acerbic” to describe the author Denis Johnson. Oh and guess what! he says, he’s trying to turn one of his books into a movie, Resuscitation of a Hanged Man ! I should read it.

You don’t have to ask me twice, Tree of Smoke is an American masterpiece. What a guy, even came back to our little table on his way out to say bye.

It’s different being in a neighborhood that is half poor, half hip. Just my kinda place it turns out. This swank architecture firm sits basically in our apartment building’s backyard. The architects are often taking smoke breaks in this little outdoor alcove when I crack open the front door.

 During The Walk, I often have to make a concerted effort to keep my dog from peeing on the Porsche and the bamboo.

It’s different being in a neighborhood that is half poor, half hip. Just my kinda place it turns out. This swank architecture firm sits basically in our apartment building’s backyard. The architects are often taking smoke breaks in this little outdoor alcove when I crack open the front door.

During The Walk, I often have to make a concerted effort to keep my dog from peeing on the Porsche and the bamboo.